I'm blogging again after what seem like ages. Life seems like a mile now, at times i dont know what to do and sometimes i like to be alone and sometimes i am moody. Its difficult to be me sometimes. I try to enjoy whatever i have and do my best.

I did reasonably well for year 1. My parents are happy. I can stay in clayton to do a commerce degree but i choose to go to caulfield to do a business degree. I don know why but i prefer to be nearer to the city and to a lively world.

I dont have many friends here and staying home makes me sick! life is different from my vibrant neighbourhood. I feel alone.

Just had a argue with my dad, he says i am throwing my temper which i am clearly not i have just frustrated. too many things on my mind.



I am broke... SO BROKE i on even dare to eat, i look for free food but the urge to shop is there, i can give up food for my shopping.

I need to get so many things for my new apartment
desk
chair
bed+bed frame
fridge
washing machine
groceries
dish washer
soap
OH MY GOSH, how broke can i get, i guess i would be staying home alot.

Life just suck nowww don worry about me i'll be fine.
I need companionship and true friends. friends that are there all the time and we appreciate each other. Its different from those sec and JC days... friends there are happy and simple. But i am alone, my parents are far away and i don get in touch with them everyday and sometimes the things they do and say just piss you off.
But still i appreciate whatever i have and will always do my best.
I will return to spore and work.
Life is expensive here.. and with the recession going on i am worried really worried
i don know what to say but.... I will pull through all the time.

i'm tired really tired , haven been sleeping .

Stupid things i do i life to make me feel sucky.