Rebecca's Blog.

Just came back from my night walk. I've move to southbank, flinders street. I kinda like it here its alittle like clark quay. walking along the yarra river across queensbridge, its where i take a breather. Somehow, i miss home, the life and friends i have back home. Miss them all. everyone including people i used to hate. Those were the days gone. miss them. i miss my night life back home. maybe because uni hasnt started and i'm kinda bored. not many friends to hang out with here. many of them are not the same pattern as me so i don show my retardedness. I haven laughed till my i clench my stomach and roll on the floor ever since i came here. only u girls can do that.

Currently listening to some weird song on charles's toshiba cause my vaio decided that it wants to go mute today. Its just me and technology that cannot click. sigh....

My home's empty. i will be spending alot to furnish my home goshhh money matter again.. broke. my bed's coming tml.
I love mummy and daddy for allowing me to stay in the city. its expensive big time!!! when i goback to singapore i will find a job since the folks do allow me to work here. i will study hard!! and join some clubs to keep myself occupied and prevent shopping.
Today was orientation... half the cohort were aussies and ang mohs.. cool hahaha.

i think mum and dad are coming over in may!!! yippee haven seen them for so long although its only 3 months... it seems so long. theres still 4 months to go b4 i fly home sigh....

Sports!! here i come hahahaha i'm going to be sporty queen again!! i went to the gym today and burnt 416.6 calories wow man!! i ran for half an hour at the speed of 9.0 and completed 4.2km. I love running!!!

rebecca wished upon a star at 1:57 AM

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* Saturday, February 21, 2009 *

I'm blogging again after what seem like ages. Life seems like a mile now, at times i dont know what to do and sometimes i like to be alone and sometimes i am moody. Its difficult to be me sometimes. I try to enjoy whatever i have and do my best.

I did reasonably well for year 1. My parents are happy. I can stay in clayton to do a commerce degree but i choose to go to caulfield to do a business degree. I don know why but i prefer to be nearer to the city and to a lively world.

I dont have many friends here and staying home makes me sick! life is different from my vibrant neighbourhood. I feel alone.

Just had a argue with my dad, he says i am throwing my temper which i am clearly not i have just frustrated. too many things on my mind.

I am broke... SO BROKE i on even dare to eat, i look for free food but the urge to shop is there, i can give up food for my shopping.

I need to get so many things for my new apartment
desk
chair
bed+bed frame
fridge
washing machine
groceries
dish washer
soap
OH MY GOSH, how broke can i get, i guess i would be staying home alot.

Life just suck nowww don worry about me i'll be fine.
I need companionship and true friends. friends that are there all the time and we appreciate each other. Its different from those sec and JC days... friends there are happy and simple. But i am alone, my parents are far away and i don get in touch with them everyday and sometimes the things they do and say just piss you off.
But still i appreciate whatever i have and will always do my best.
I will return to spore and work.
Life is expensive here.. and with the recession going on i am worried really worried
i don know what to say but.... I will pull through all the time.

i'm tired really tired , haven been sleeping .

Stupid things i do i life to make me feel sucky.

rebecca wished upon a star at 6:27 AM

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