I miss home badly real bad. Sometimes i think soo much that tears welled up in my eyes not just once or twice. I put on a brave front always but deep down under, i feel broken and lost at times. I need home, the encouragement, my parents, my friends. I miss my dad telling me to try my best. I miss hui min enocouraging all of us, i miss my yamuna times. ITs just so bad. someone help me??

Things aint going right these days. It seem as if the problem persist. everywhere i go. I thought it will be better here but i'm wrong. I rather take the spore route.. spore is much better.

I don know how long i can hold it anymore. I hope i don burn out like my A level days. stress is still unavoidable..i needdd................

i miss everyone.