I miss Singapore. I aint even in Aust yet and i miss singapore already.. lol. I miss the food and the asian culture. No matter what, i will still love asia.
Y are korean songs all so sad??? If i listen to them alone, it really makes me cry.. dotz.

I hate maids! My family don have fate with maids, all the maids we employ are all useless, dumb and stupid, some even rebellious!I wont hire one for myself in future. I have enough. They don really care for ur things, thinking that it's not mine which means i don need to care for it. This morning it was raining heavily, my maid accompanied my grandma to the market. I woke up and saw the clothes still hanging in the backyard. Then, a strong wind came, as my dumb maid who does not want to listen, did not put bricks to stablise the clothes hanger, the whole thing dropped on to the floor and everything was so dirty. I had to brave the rain and pick up everything and in th end i was so drenched and pissed! The dumb maid should have known better , she should have kept the clothes in the shelter b4 going out, no brains. All she knows is just to eat eat eat. She wasnt even working here for a month when she began stealing milo and food. There was once she ate half the bowl of fried rice which were meant for my mum! so greedy! I really have enough of them, they are a waste of money!


Life is unfair.. how come someone can always get what he or she wants and as for me, my dreams never come true.I am longing for this dream day of my but it never comes. why?? Some people don have to work hard to get what they want, it just comes naturally but for me, i am climbling with a heavy backpack which never brings me to the top. Their luck comes so easily and mine doesnt. Y is life unfair? Although everyone is borned equal, it is how we use ourselves to achieve things. But luck doesnt always fall on me.I see myself as the most imperfect person trying to improve myself all the time, i have never made my parents happy with my grades, i only know how to ask for more! y did god made me this way?? Since young, i like to have many nice things and i love changing my things all the time, although they are still of a good condition. The amount of money my parents spend on me can be used to buy mre then a million cars i guess, including all the tuition fees i wasted. How am i suppose to pay them back? I might not be as capable in future, who knows? Someone who is better then me now may always be better then me. I wish i was never born.
A bit emo la.. but i think many people(don wan to mention who) are better then me.I have been treated unfairly.